18Feb/12Off
ok its a complicated situations im asking for help from the ladies that understand love life and death?
she lets me play with her breast but when she kisses me its usually short no tongue
iv heard that she dosnt like spit and that she dosnt know how to kiss from her sister
she says its complicated
and it really is
like her exbf waved a zippo infront of made face and made me wreck my car
she thot that i was using her 4 a sec as payment 4 what happened and i was like "no,NO ur ur own woman u can make ur own desicion so thats out of the way
i was going to leave to london and she said she didnt want to get attached i said i was goin to stay (we were on x that night)
and i came buy the next night i was supposed to leave burned my ticket infront of her and she said nothing that night to me she kissed my cheek
then i came back later and i was like yeah she dosnt like me im goin to leave
i didnt leave that night
i came by the next day and i showed her my ticket that it was in 2 days
something came up when i went home i went back there told her i was leaving the next day and i wound up trying to kill my self that night and alll i asked was one last kiss
i didnt get it(she thought i was joking)
i jumped off a 60ft dam and my friend jumped in after me and hauled my unconcius body to land and revived me
(lol i met this guy like 3 days ago and wev done some crazy shit)
idk she says sometimes she dosnt really know me but wev hung out so much over the past couple days she knows alot about me my eurotour random crazy that have happend to me we know eachothers deepest and darkest secrets
its like how dosnt she know me i guess she think im only trying to sleep with her
i guess what im goin to do is tell her the truth that im not just trying to sleep with her
and that iv been a dick about pressing the situation of not kissing me
im going to spend my life saving this weekend doing crazy shitand partying break 2 world records(sweep picking and most bras undone with one hand) then just spend monday with her
tuesday im goin to take my freind skydiving all day and the last jump im not going to pull my chute
and thats me
oh and i asked her to come with me when i go to amsterdam to open a coffee shop she said no(cant leave her family behind)
my ? is what should i do about kissing her and just her in general?
and plz no suicide hotline bs
im from a family of well educated ppl
writers/doctors/armed forces officers
im 16
im a raver partyer guitarist(about to break a world record)
uh
im in college
uh
iv made $114,000 from the stock market since i was ten and thats all u need 2 know about me
no its not over her i just think its about time i leave this place
lol its not over her
and honestly iv been around the world iv toured in europe for 3 months
and theres no other girl id like to spend my last weekend with
yeah b!tch i know iv lived quite a life
and i was just typing everything down real quick so f off
and f@ck u what i ingest is my own business
4Feb/12Off
Where will I pass through airport immigration?
2Feb/12Off
I’m going to have a 5 hour layover in Amsterdam next month. Is that enough time to be able to go into town?
I have a 5 hour stop in Amsterdam as I'm passing through it to another destination and I was wondering if that would give me enough time to go into the city and make it back to the airport in time for my flight. I was able to do it once a long time ago and I know Schiphol is only a short train ride away from the center of the city and if I could I would love to swing through and look around.
Do you think that will give me enough time to be able to go into town, or do you think I should just stay at the airport?
